drama queen: act 3 scene 1 :: thank you

i love you.

i still get the same roller coaster feeling i get since you came into my life almost a year ago whenever thoughts of you enter my mind. yours is still the face i see the moment i wake up every morning. yours are still the eyes that i look into every night before i sleep.

i love you.

whenever i start attempting to explain what i feel and to justify all the tears and smiles that only you have the power to evoke, it all goes back to three words.

i love you.

kailangan ko na sigurong tanggapin na tlgang hanggang magkaibigan na lang tayo. thank you for treating me nicely in spite of our situation. i appreciate it.

i still ask God to help me get over you. the pain is excruciating. i love you with all my heart, and yes, i admit that i still pray that one day you could get to love me as more than just your friend, but then i am still thankful for what we have. friendship.

i love you. damn i love you.

but as for now, i guess i should say it this way:

i love you my friend.

i love you.

Gem at 7:34 AM

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