The Red Butterfly.. -=come see me fly=-

tangna. i ain't anybody's fan. kahit yata sa artista o cno man, hindi ako fan. i am a fan of basktetball, good tv shows, and other great stuff but i ain't a fan of ANYBODY (that is, a person). tangna talaga.

i watched d game dahil nanay asked me if i wanted to watch, kaya ako nagpunta doon. gs2 ko makita ung nanay ko and my friends. i wasn't expecting her to come, kaya nga nagulat ako nung may nagsabing darating cia. and nung gabi nman, while they were waiting for their sundo, wla akong balak na magstay dun ng mtagal dahil ayoko ngang mpag-isipan na obsessed, eager-beaver or the worst one, FAN. tangna tlaga. dapat sasabay nko kay nanay palabas kaso pinaiwan niya ako dahil may business siya with sumbody. grrrr tlaga. sana kc inaalam muna ang mga pangyayari bgo ako tawaging, "fan." tangna.

word of the day: tangna.

#### for the record, asar na asar talaga ako. ndi sa sarili ko ah. tangna. tangna. tangna.

Gem at 12:34 AM

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Friday, October 14, 2005

*Three Things*
Three things that scare me:
1:	the thought of being alone
2:	ghosts
3:	animals
Three people who make me laugh:
1:	hazen
2:	nanay mec
3:	long mejia
Three Things I love:
1:	stars
2:	butterflies
3:	basketball
Three Things I hate:
1:	injustice (social and otherwise)
2:	being alone
3:	animals
Three things I don't understand:
1:	why love moves in mysterious ways hehehe
2:	the theory of relativity
3:	my feelings right now
Three things on my desk:
1:	my cellphone
2:	food
3:	a pen
Three things I'm doing right now:
1:	reading
2:	typing
3:	thinking of...
Three things I want to do before I die:
1:	tell ___ that i love ___
2:	repent my sins.,. be a good Christian
3:	watch the sunset and the stars at night with ___
Three things I can do:
1:	give without asking for anything in return
2:	make people laugh
3:	make my life complicated
Three ways to describe my personality:
1:	complicated
2:	a little bit of everything
3:	mapagmahal
Three things I can't do:
1:	magpakatotoo sa nararamdaman ko
2:	chioose
3:	touch a snake
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Gem at 7:23 AM

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hmm.. hindi na ata ako marunong ng html codes dahil hindi ko na alam kung paano ggawing bold ang text at nasa gitna.. kaya alang title ang entry na to. so this is, in essence, untitled.

overdue na ang post na ito. sobrang tagal ko nang hindi nagpopost (except dun sa very short one before this) dahil walang time, walang motivation at walang sasabihin.

i tried creating a xanga page pero ala pa rin. tinamad din akong mag-post at ngaun ay virtually stoic na din cia.

more than two years na din yata itong blog kong ito.

naks!

anyway...

hmmm.. marami ako gustong ishare. maraming-marami.

pero... nsniniwala kasi ako na when you say (or in this case, write) something, it becomes final.

at ayoko, at hindi ko, maamin sa sarili ko ang nararamdaman ko. i know it's wrong. i know na with this, i'm headed for yet another heartbreak. to think na i have my wen already.

***you inhabit me. i can't get you out of my system.

argh. gusto kong ierase ung line na un.... but it's my only way of expressing my feelings. harmless naman un e. db? db? please sumbody tell me na harmless nga. and pls sumbody tell me wat to do.

pak. pak talaga.

minsan ang lupit mglaro ng Tadhana e. ewan ko ba.

eto, kanta ko sa kanya. hay... sa kanya.

AKAP
Imago

Nagtatanong
bakit mahirap
sumabay sa agos
ng iyong mundo

Nagtataka
Simple lang naman sana
Ang buhay
Kung ika'y matino

Sabihin sa akin lahat ng lihim mo
Iingatan ko
Ibaling sa akin ang problema mo
kakayanin ko

Pikit mata
kong iaalay
ang buwan at araw
pati pa sapatos kong suot

Nagtatanong
simple lang naman sana
ang buhay
kung ika'y lumayo

Sasamahan ka sa tamis
Sasamahan ka sa dilim
Sasamahan ka hanggang langit
Sasamahan ka sa tamis
Sasamahan ka sa pait
Sasamahan ka sa dilim
Sasamahan ka hanggang langit

Sasamahan ka

argh. ayokong mahulog. ayoko.

pero mahirap turuan ang... wag na. waah.

sorry sa mga nabitin. uhm, magulo isip ko.

Gem at 6:39 AM

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